Fear of meeting strangers?

[klw]

I think I may have a unique type of social anxiety. I am very socially experienced, but I can't concentrate, focus, or communicate around strangers. Even family members who I don't know are strangers to me.

Everyone who has ever taken an interest in me has complimented me on how much I've grown socially, and how encouraging my success has been to them. Sadly, it's all meaningless, since I have to do it with everyone I meet.

I also don't learn from social experiences. My ability to socialize is completely dependent on careful study of educational and training materials. I think it is because of the toxic effect of anxiety preventing me from being able to think during social interactions.

Also don't get lonely. I find animals to be dirty and useless. The only things that draw me to people are adult interests and collaboration for practical purposes (intelligent robots). I would never need more than one close friend in my life, and I find it too tiresome to maintain multiple friendships anyways.

Haha, well anyways, once I get to know about someones personal life, and what their moral choices and considerations are, I become totally carefree. I can be quite random and careless about the things I am willing to talk about, once all strangers are out of sight.