4thofjulybaby, 42

I've been focused on my career, I work out and go home. Occasionally, I'll hang out with my family and the few friends I have left that are single. I'm alone much of the time. Probably because it was easier, less anxiety producing, I almost convinced myself I wanted to be single. However, I feel lonely, unfulfilled. There must me someone out there to share life with, not meant to be alone ether. Yes I'm shy and am anxious at times, but shyness should never equal being alone. I'm a bit afraid of intimacy: not just physically, but emotionally. I want a relationship filed with intimacy and someone who can relate to me. I'm an openminded person and blossom beautifully once you get to know me. I hold my own and am turned off by opportunists or men looking for "sugar mamas". You must have something going on too. If you are ready to take the next step, like me, and are a shy person too... Let's do it! U