Asheverlost, 30

I have social anxiety and have suffered with depression for a long time. I write novels and listen to music to fight of the struggle but I live in a small village in Bulgaria. I'm from England and can speak the language but I find it hard to socialise with others. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of being scared to talk to people I meet. I want to have someone to talk to. I have been told I always help others, whether it be with simple things or with helping them through depression or hard times but I never ask for help or accept it. I joined this site hoping to find someone that knows what it's like. I hope to find someone I can talk to and connect with. I don't want to be alone anymore.
But saying that when you get to know me I can be fun. Like I said I write, I read, I watch TV. I'm a regular man that is just a little irregular. I am obsessed with music, I love finding new and interesting artists. I'm sure there is a thousand other things to say but I can't think of anything else. If you want to know something I suppose you could always ask me.