Blusherboy, 37

Hey people, joined this site in hopes of meeting someone remotely like myself and so are more capable of understaning me.
I'm a very anxious person. I have Social Anxiety Disorder, which is leagues different from simply being shy. I wasn't always this way, infact in High School I was very out going, the class clown and met many different people/friends every day of the week.

Somewhere along those lines things changed though. So now I take it day by day, one step at a time.Seems like everyone I know like my family and friends just don't understand what I'm going through emotionally, especially friends because they know me as a very out going person. I'm always extremely shy at first, but once I warm up to people, "shy" is the last thing they'd expect me to be.

I'd really love to meet someone like me, or similiar. Can't say I have ever been in a seriously relationship, but that is because of my SAD. I don't think the girls I dated(breifly) understood me, infact I feel bad as I think they seemed to mistake my shyness
for not being interested.

For those who want to know, I'm Italian, have brown curly hair, brown eyes, 6'2, 230 pounds, not muscular by any means, just pretty toned, not ripped. Love outdoors like fishing and occasioanly bring my little cousins snake/turtle hunting. Love music of all kinds, play guitar alot, love Boxing and MMA(own alot of boxing bags/gear) try to excersise as much as I can and work in assphault/concrete construction. Love animals, own a couple boa constrictors, an iguana, love dogs.Religion:Not quite faithful, but always remain open minded
Overall I'm a very compassionate person. ^Too many people say that but more times than not, in my experience, thats just a cliche' thing to see. If there is one thing thats lacking in this world, its compassion for sure.I'm looking for love, not ----. I Want commitment and companionship over everything else. Because at the end of the day, everything else is only tempo