Bornbymistake, 62

i was born by mistake,i,m certain of it,i dont like living at all,dont say oh hes depressed or suicidel cos i,m neither ive just allways felt that i shouldent be here,
its just one of those individial things like someone who strongly believe they were born the wrong S-- except that i believe that i shouldent of been born at all,it just dosent feel right and ive allways felt this way,i,m no way depressed or anything like that or morbid,infact i,m a genuine decent male with a decent personality,i,m a bit of a introvert i admitt that but just differant than most people on my personal views on life.

theres a few things that bug me and one prime exaple is when you read in the papers that a shark or some other wild animal as attaked a humun and they allways say it was a visiouse attack.so what.dosent a mamal or animal have the right to take a chance on us after all we dont think twice about hurting and killing them,humans are such hippercricts dont you think?

i consider myself i decent person with a nice approchible personality even thou i tend to thive in my independance,i,m 5ft 8in tall with short black hair and clean shaven.i dont go out of my way to look for troule i,m the opposite if i see trouble i move away i,m not into the macho crap.
a thing that bugs me is people in a relationship that phyicaly or mently abuse there parteners these are more ofter than not the male that does the abusing{cowards