I couldn't naturally change my introversion anyway.. But.. being into a real relationship looks like an unrealistic dream to me at the moment..
I've never been on a date.. (never been on a party, club, pub or bar either..mostly because of my strict principles..since I'm a spiritual martial artist.. but's also because as a slightly shy & quiet introvert I avoid that kind of crowded & noisy places that are filled with extroverts..)
It seems almost impossible for me anyway.. I get tensed, agitated, stressed out and I start sweating even when I think of it..(of dating someone that I find attractive) while my heartbeats sound like electronic music..
it's ironic cause in my competitions I feel totally relaxed and self confident.. having an appeasement state of mind..Talking to people similar to me will maybe help me interact more & easier with people in the real world..whether they're introverts or extroverts..
