Cot001, 41

Im just a shy guy trying to figure things out. The past few years have been the most difficult as I have really lost touch with who I really am. I am still struggling with depression and shyness. Things have gotten a little bit better lately but I have a long way to go. The following won't really make sense to you, but it does to me: My life has been like a race car on a race track. You start the race and do the same thing over and over until the end of the race. The track changes so much during the race which require you to make adjustments to your race car to keep up. That is how my life feels. I do the same thing over and over everyday and as life changes, I have been unable to make good adjustments to keep up with those changes. Hopefully I can find someone that can help me figure out those changes.