Gothraga, 39

Where do I start.

I had a dream last night, it's hard to remember but i awoke from it feeling quite alone. it was in a room with white walls much like the one i'm in now. A woman sitting across the room on the edge of a twin sized bed. no windows only a door frame without a door. she stands up and walks to the door, pausing just a moment before leaving. in that moment my hart drops, a feeling of loneliness stronger then i have ever felt washes over me. she take's the step out and I awaken. i turn on the light and see the white walls of my bedroom. i sit up and see the dog sleeping by the dresser. i just feel sunken and adrift. i turn on my world type its passwords walk its halls and try to find some place to hide from this feeling.

About me.

I am one of those people who like to be alone with others around.

i have a close nit community if folks who i game with. all of them live in different stats and have different interests in gaming. there are about 10 of us who have come together over the years. this group of misfits and outcasts has bin a family to me. There all important to me. it would be nice to have someone to share this with.

Details

My world has always bin small, i like to keep things simple. i have no style. little ambition for big things. a list of rough spots and quarks. i feel weird in public. i beleave in karma. i am afraid of ghost's. i do not like drama. i like dog's, i don't mind cat's. i always have hope for tomorrow. most of all i love gaming, the experience's,the wonderful story's the other world's and majesty of it all. my only hope is to have someone to share this with and someone who will share there world's with me.