Maggie1410, 44

Im 34 and have never had a relationship. .. im so shy and self aware I find it hard esp with men as I dont feel im good enough for anyone.. i suffer on and off with depression and anxiety... but strangely at work im very happy and chatty. I am a heavy thinker, im interested in the news, history and humanity.. I like a good discussion and im currently studying for a degree in humanities... may specialise in the classics as it can teach us so much about today.
I also like sci fi, esp doctor who, I like documentaries, im into lots of music, my taste is quite varied. I like movies, reading romances, esp with a paranormal edge.
Personality wise i can be scatty but I like to make others smile id like to think im witty... but I admit I can get carried away...but I do love a good laugh... mostly im thoughtful... my thoughts tend to whirl around like clothes in a washing machine and I can never seem to get them to dry out....
Physically. .. well ill say im curvy... very... I have a bad relationship with food which one day maybe ill find a way to deal with... but for now curves are in.
Whaf do I want? Ideally a magic wand to make me less anxious around men... to magic myself a boyfriend... but magic wands are in short supply.. so for now id just like to meet some people who can appreciate me and what its like to be shy. .. also id like to talk to people about interests etc... I guess a friend but a boyfriend would be nice