Markey, 55

i've been there but not anymore i am shy at first but have really been working on this over the years and not nearly as bad as it was, especially like in school and with anxiety too and speaking in large groups and that can still be difficult however other than that i enjoy talking and getting to know new people. i have had to deal with many health issues and injuries in my life so that kept me in a lot and had some traumas in my life that led to agoraphobia in the 90's. but not a problem with that anymore however i have had aspergers/asd traits my whole life and do believe i have this as do my therapists, and will be getting testes officially for asd as soon as i come up on the list should be in the next few months. i've also lost a lot of dear people in my life which has been very hard for me living alone and then all the stuff we've all been going through the last few years. i've also suffered lots of abuse of all kinds in my life so i know the pain of emotional and psychological abuse as well as physical abuse by family members very much. i had to walk away from a lot of family because of their abusive ways and that just can't talk nice about others and be civil and treat others with respect.

things i like are music, board games, photography, movies but haven't seen any in a long time. i'm very spiritual and an empathetic and caring person. i'm very romantic when in a relationship love to do sweet things for the person i am with and love holding hands and being affectionate. yet being alone makes it hard and would really like to get to know a beautiful soul out there and see if we have any kind of connection. i like to laugh and have a great sense of humor it's just been a long time since i've had anybody to do any of these things with.