Nrev0674, 45

i've been putting this off too long. i am high-functioning autistic [i'm not sure where i fit in current classifications. i'm not sure if the term "asperger syndrome" existed when i was born]. i have a tendency to over think things. i try to prepare myself for the worst of something new before i attempt it.i want to meet someone who is kind and understanding, but also won't be too afraid to let me know if something bothers them about me. while i do like to be around people sometimes, i do need a lot of alone time.i prefer fast food places. i will not drink alcohol [aside from a controlled dosage in cold and flu remedies]. alcoholism runs in my family and i do have anger issues. i don't want my judgment impaired. i like bowling and pool. i also like board games and table games. my favorite is monopoly. i have interests in a few "fandoms". i don't have a lot of free time. i'm working two overnight jobs and i get tired easily. i have difficulty sleeping when i need sleep. i will try to improve on some things, but i'm not going to completely change who i am to please someone. i'd rather be alone than with someone who won't let me be myself. i am not in the best financial situation. if you are expecting to live off of your man's income, then i am not your man.