Tarzan13, 63

I have a hard time meeting women. I get cute ideas in my head, some even quaint and romantic. Thats where they stay as she passes by me on the sidewalk, the grocery store, and on the bus etc. Then I cuss myself, saying what would it have hurt, and now I'll never know. I can interact with women when I am not trying to date them, or interested in them, I can even jokingly flirt and get smiles. I have a pretty good sense of humor, that is sometimes sarcastic. Sometimes I might say something that doesn't come out quite right, trying to joke when I feel under pressure. I found this site by accident on a guess that there might be something like it. I hope to find it easier to meet women who understand how shyness is aukward at times, and if I'm quiet, it's because I'm afraid I might say the wrong thing. I used to drink for false courage, but I quit almost a year and a half ago. Wasn't meeting the right women then,anyway.