My main problem is that I judge myself too harshly. I worry too much and make everything a big deal! Thus, my self-esteem has taken a beating over the years. I'm working on trying to let go and be free of any cares
It takes a huge effort for me to date because I'm not comfortable in romantic situations. I know this is silly but I tend to act uncaring and aloof to cope with the discomfort.
Guys usually think I'm very stuck up because of this. I am hoping to connect with patient guys that emphathises with my nervous disposition.
E-mail relations would be nice as I love nothing more than writing about absolutely anything! I have a huge heart for fiction and poetry (typical?), indie music, calculator watches, sad movies, lovable geeks, bumbling anti-heroes and sweet underdogs.
I'll be so much fun once I feel that I can trust u, I promise!
