I often ponder on why words could be so hard to say, like each and every word spoken is somekind of matter of life and death. I am not sure if at one time I was just shy, or if back than it was just the beginning of what has grown beyond just being shy but now a fear to socialize. I am not sure even how to label it, some call it shyness, some call it a mental disorder, some call it anxiety, some call it social phobia, some call it a chemical imbalance, and some call it - well let's just say I heard worse. But heck to be honest I really don't care how I am labelled, which sounds kinda contradicting being that I don't care what words people use to label me, yet at the same time it's words that I struggle to put a voice to and I don't even know the reason of my own fear of it all. Ah, well just words. :wink: