Kakefather, 45

One Last Chance I'm so tired of playing the head games that I can't believe I'm doing this, but I have decided to give it one last try.

Please, someone tell me that there are really women out there who actually want a LTR with a great guy who will actually treat them like a princess and always make them feel pretty and loved. I am such a guy, and unfortunately I have been unable to find a woman who is actually ready and mature enough to slow down and enjoy life with someone who cares about her. Women are always saying that they wish they could meet a guy who would like to spend time with them doing what she wants to do, but I have found no concrete evidence that they are serious about things like this. Instead they would rather keep running back to the same horrible pieces of trash who treat them like crap and think flowers and an "I'm sorry, i won't ever do it again" is supposed to work every time. PLEASE prove my doubts wrong and amaze me with some inspiring feedback.

A little about me: First of all, I am a Big Guy, not morbidly obese or anything, but I wear size 42 pants, so if you like athletic jock types, you're out of luck. I am about 5'11", I have blue eyes, dark reddish blonde hair and goatee( I'm Irish), and a few tattoos. Also, I am really attracted to bigger women, but that's not a requirement. I love hard rock music, but I listen to a little bit of everything except classical. I am a huge horror movie fan, and love to read horror novels. I play video games every once in a while, but not on a daily basis. I like to build computers and fix electronics, and I currently work for a retired NASA administrator doing all things related to remodeling and home building. I like cuddling up on the couch to watch movies, or just sitting and talking and looking into a womans eyes. I am not one of those guys who just wants to have S-- all the time either. don't get me wrong, S-- is great, but not what a real relationship is built on. For me it's about having some