Moniimarie88, 36

24 years old and no sense of what im doing or where im headed, but ive no doubt ill find my way. im a bit awkward and anti social due to have spent my high school years on independent studies. i guess i can be stubborn at times but i try to reel that in, upon first meeting im probably shy and wierd but once i know i can be myself around you with no judements ill open right up. ive sent my entire life being the chubby girl that does nothing but read her life away.

theres too many things i want to do but i cant help but feel like ill never get to experience any of it.

im not your average girl. i hate shopping. i prefer to not have girls for friends. i love to cook and to bake but i cant always eat what i bake because im diabetic. ive spent the last few months in and out of doctors offices because i had a vision problem that has thankfully been corrected, thanks be to Jesus. i was a nanny for quite some time but now its time to grow up and actually go to college, only problem is to choose a profession, theres just so many paths id like to go on but ill let God guide me through.

im here because i cant seem to meet anyone when im out, firstly because im incredibly shy, secondly because people can call me beautiful online all they want but the fact of the matter is if im not getting approached in the real world, im obviously not what any guy out there wants, you know the typical skinny pretty girl...yeah thats not me.

just want someone sweet yet strong, an old soul to accompany my own. a man as compassionate and wanton for a family as i am. a true faithful gentleman that wants to love me with so much passion that we can hardly stand it.

show me how to play your favorite video games, ill learn them. i dont ike sports but ill sit through games for you. i dont eat seafood but ill go fishing with you.

i seek my other half.