Nickneedslove, 32

I am a 23 year old attempting to get through the social hell of college, while suffering intense social phobia, anxiety and paranoia. Diagnosed with PTSD, OCD, ADHD, Social and General Anxiety Disorder, and depression. I have a hard time meeting or even being around people. But I long for someone who I can feel comfortable with, who understands the hardships I experience doing "normal" social things and is ok with spending our night on the couch watching TV, going on a drive, or some other crowd free activity when the pressures of being social and "normal" are too much for me to handle. I live in my own house on a couple of acres where my parents are my closest neighbors. I love my car, and all similar cars. I spend much of my time obsessing about it, working on it, driving it spiritedly, or driving similar cars in video games. I am pursuing a degree in engineering so that I can work on the design and build of rally and road race cars. I used to enjoy snowboarding and skateboarding before I retreated in on myself completely. Maybe I can meet someone who shares these interests and with their help and company we can go have some fun . I would love to find someone dealing with similar issues, I would be highly empathetic of their situation and would not have to feel so bad about my own being the limiting factor. My last relationship ended because I could not put forth the social effort my partner needed. The most successful relationship I have ever had was with a fellow social anxiety sufferer. I do not do any drugs, though used to experiment and consider myself open minded on the subject. I was a huge pothead/medical marijuana patient and advocate but have recently given it up as it amplified my paranoia exponentially, though I honestly miss it. I am also currently attempting to stop drinking out of boredom/self medication. Though I long to share the occasional happy indulgence with a special someone. I love cats, dogs are meh. I could go on, but hit character limit