Oopsie, 34

I swim the vast ocean of my thoughts everyday, & I can never find wade my way out of the high tide. I'm wide-eyed & in love with life... some days. At my young age, I've experienced more than I should have, & I've done the stupidest things you could ever imagine. I am more than in love with the thought of life & what's beyond the last layer of the sky. I could sit for hours, in any weather, watching the stars beyond my reach, it's my favorite pass time. I try to be as honest with myself & others as I can, but sometimes the truth is the worst thing anyone could ever face, so I stray from it now & again. I've found I always have something to be scared of. I'm very observant. I'm a writer at heart, & I always make poetry in my head; these often get lost within the ocean that is my thought process though.
I doubt myself more than most people & constantly find myself feeling self-conscious. I live in my own fantasy world, but I would love for you to join me. Don't be shy, just take a step into my mind & swim with me. I'm easy to talk to, when I want to be.